Gender Bender?

I have not been on here for some time! I still search in the shadows! I haven't actually done a real thesis on what percent of adotee's sex are actually found, but from all my readings, I believe I am the wrong sex. I constantly see males being found, and yes a handful of females. I can't help but wonder if I were a male would I have been found already? I still have hope, but not as much as I used to. I realized a long time ago that it really isn't in my cards. My adoptive brother was always the lucky one. His birthmother wanted to know him, and he was not ready at the time. I have had the privalage of getting to know his bMother and his family, so I knew that this was the extent that I would get. I wish that you were looking for me...Someone, anyone....You would not be sorry, I am content in my life with my husband and children. You would benefit from getting to know me. You would never have to publicly acknowledge me, but offer me your friendship. NO one would have to know that I am your child! I have had a very happy life and would not want it any other way! Maybe some day....